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Name: Denise
Country: Australia
State: Sydney
Birthday: 1/6/1986
Gender: Female


Interests: seek God...
Expertise: procrastination
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical


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MSN: de_icecream@hotmail.com


Member Since: 9/30/2004

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Sunday, March 26, 2006

Ai ya!

Deleted MSN a week ago and now I feel like I've lost touch with the cyber world.....lol not that I'm missing out much but it feels like I am??!! So sad -.-"

Just read a few ppl's blogs.....some are quite interesting hmm. LOl people must read mine and go "errrrr...."

But anyways..I should, could, would, WILL study!!


Saturday, March 18, 2006

My song...

::Autumn Goodbye::

I never promised you a happy ending
You never said you wouldn’t make me cry
But summer love will keep us warm long after
Our autumn goodbye, autumn goodbye
Autumn goodbye

Thinkin’ of you
And the love of our lives
In the sweet summertime
So sad but true
We must leave it behind
In our hearts, in our minds

From April through September
Bittersweet was the love that we share
Don’t forget
I remember

Memories can fade
But my heart has a place
For the smile on your face
And maybe someday
We can be more than friends
Love will find us again

Red leaves and blue tomorrows
Time will give back the love that we shared
On the time that we borrowed


We’ll leave behind
The summertime
Our hearts, our minds
They will remind
We won’t forget
The day we met
The day we cried
Autumn goodbye



Saturday, January 21, 2006

God gives and takes away...

I still can't thank God enough for the miracle He performed in my family. My parents received Christ on my 20th bday last week=) We really experience God's presence..will share that story another time...

Just came back from KYLC...What an experience! I am so encouraged to take on more leadership roles at church...and at the same time I've really had the chance to reflect on my own life and whether my faith is evident in the way I live. Very challenging indeed...

Another important area of my life is on hold at the moment...I really don't know what's happening...Sometimes I wish God will just give me a distinct sign..I wish He'd send an angel to speak to me in my sleep...But yeah..you seemed to have embraced life more and have drawn closer to God during this time that we're apart....I guess that's what I ultimately want anyway...that we'd serve God better in our lives. I'm happy when you're happy...although another part of me just...just can't handle it I guess....

I will keep praying and keep waiting for God's guidance...

 


Saturday, December 31, 2005

NYE 2005

What a year....what a bloody long year!

So much has happened....ups and downs...and unfortunately I think it's going to be a sad ending this year.

I'm so pathetic..when everything comes tumbling down...when no one seems to care or know what I'm going through...I resort to Xanga. I'm so sad.

And even if they know, what can anyone do..

God! You seem so far away right now...I'm so stuck...I don't even know how I feel. Free me!! Make me cry......make me angry.....make me emotional...so that I can get over this bitterness and numbness in my heart....

My soul wonders in this lonely plane..


Sunday, October 09, 2005

Sunshine after the rain...=)

It still amazes me how powerful human emotions can be. It can override all your senses and rational thinking. Scary how one human being can be so attached to another. Despite the impossibility, despite the suffering, one soul still searches relentlessly for the other...even to find mere emptiness and despair. Yet it is such a beautiful thing...a strange little thing called love? Is it?

I have seen too many broken hearts and unrequited love, and I'm sure we all go through it sometime in our lives. It is such a frustrating and stupid thing though. As outsiders, how often do we want to slap those out of their misery and tell them to move on with life. Yet we know that's in vain...

I often wonder, is it because they enjoy that melancholic feeling and just choose to dwell in their sorrows? Because I can understand that, I always think sadness is a beautiful, romantic thing...but not prolonged of course.  

Then there's those who have fallen for each other and are unable to let go. If you know that things arn't going to work out in the end and there are endless obstacles, do you still pursue the relationship? Or is love really sufficient to overcome all adversities?

It seems like the best way or only way to move on is to find someone else and replace old memories with the new. This may seem very low but is it any better to dwell in self-pity and sleepless nights? I don't have an answer. But sadly enough, for some, past emotions and wounds will never be healed...



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